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well i havent wrote in this in a long time, nothin has changed im still living at bea's i m not working as of now. i had a interview last friday at staples call center. i hope i get it! billy and i are still the same im here now at his house! but whatever right? keeber is having a party on the 30th i cant wait it is goin to be bomb. so ttul everyone!!

love bridget xoxo

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well i just got back from job hunting! ti wasnt too bad but we will see how everything goes.hopefully good but i think im going house shopping this week sometime so when my dad comes down he can just buy it!which will be sweet and it willbe in truro so ican get the fuck out of this sahitty town.. but  im goin to go now i have no clue when i will write again because i dont have a computer im just at my moms right now...peace..Erin how are things going?in school? im in such a  grat mood today and i have no clue why?????????:)

xoxobridgetxoxo

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well im here at my moms chillen..... i havent been home in like 2 months.. but everything else is still the same with billy..  how is everyone elses life going?????????

xoxolove bridgetxoxoxo

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well its been while sincei have wrotein here i dont have a computer so i cant keep you guys up to date. well... billy is back and everyting is back to as it was. i dotn babysit anymore. so that is whats new really. so that it.. went out to the bar last night with billy. we actually spent the whole weekedn together for once.. that it guys..

xoxox bridgetxoxo

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well amy and i are  on our way to gifts and  we are going to get drunk!! dont know when i will be on here next because im not babysitting anymore!!

xoxo bridgetxoxox

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WELL IM SITTING HERE WAITING FOR MIKE TO GET HOME HE KNOWS THAT IT IS AMYS BIRTHDAY AND THAT WE ARE GOING OUT AND HE TURNED OFF HIS PHONE IM GOING TO FICKEN LEAVE THE KIDS HERE SPPN ENOUGH!!! I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THEIR SHIT... PEACE

XOXOX BRIDGETXOXXO

EVERYONE HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND!!!

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well today im doing the usual babysitting but hopefully not as long today. I hate when its rains it makes me feel blah......... my dad called me last night at like 4 in the morning? he was at the bar and was thinking of me.. billy went to  the hotel room early because he is doing his course today he called me last night and we talked for a little bit not long though..

 i cant wait to go to Alberta and live there it is going to be so much fun! i cant wait to get out of here. well today is amy's birthday HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY!!! BIG 18 PARTY TONIGHT!!!. but im gonig to go for now ttul guys

xoxox bridgetxoxox

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well today im just chillen and taking it easy hopefully mike wont be too long at work.. because i dont know how long i can be here. i called billy last night and he said that i cant keep calling him everyday on his cell because it costs him. which i understand. but dad called me any ways. i  went home last night and went right to bed by 10 i was so beat. today is really boring sorry guys:(.. so leave one and i will ttul later guys..

xoxo bridgetxoxox

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well i havent wrote in this for a week so im going to fill you in what has been going on!!

Friday September 3- A Night To Relax

Well today i got in the car to go babysitting and Karen said  " i cant oay u this week" i was so pissed off it wasnt funny.. Got home around 7 and amy came over for a sleepover because she had to go to a wedding tommorrow in pictou. I did her hair.. We watched some tv had chinese food for supper and , went to ned early..

Saturday September 4-A Crazy Saturday

Well i got up at 8:30 and got ready to go. Linoel was going to drive me to dads in truro cuz he was going there anyway.. We left at 10:30 and i got to dads at 11:30. Dad and i looked around for his nbank card snice he lost it and i  found it then dad wnet and got some beer and we just chilled and called billy . He WAS GOING to come visit later..Around 7:30 pm billy called he was leaving. He got there at 8. We went out played some pool and looked for kathleen becuase she was nowheres to be found. Then we went to the egine room and to shevys, then this new bar i forget what its called dad bought all the drinks. Dad was pissed off cuz we found kathleen at anther guys house! And while billy was not in the car his phone rang  it was his home number, i called back and becky anwsered i was off!!! i wanted to tell ada right there.

Anyways we got home around 12 billy went home of course for once my dad new something was up. Anyways dads went inot one of his ranges and was pissed off and keft and took a taxi to joshes house inkew he was going to do something to him.. i tried to get a hold of billy but i couldnt, i called his house becky anwsered i told her to tell billy to call me asap!Dad came back and left all night  so i didnt sleep.. what  a night

Sunday September 5- Good to be alive!

well i got up and argued with billy for about an hour then i told dad about becky he wasnt that upset he said he was going to get billy  out of Nova Scotia! So we can be happy!! Anyways billy came and picked me up and  he was in his moms car i said where is ur car he said it wouldnt start. So we got to enfield and i smelled gas we stopped and it was  desesil spilling eveywhere in the motor and back of the windshield! We were luckly to be alive ir was all smoky and evderythibng so we called his mo and she had to come all the way there with the truck. Billy and i had breakfest at teh big  stop! billy's mom came with the truck adn took me home. i went down stairs and watched tv and went to sleep for the night!

Monday September 6- One day  Till hes gone

well today i woke up and  didnt do much really. amy came over and we took her home. then steve, amy and i went out for a  coffee. im glad that they finally are talking after like two years. Then billy called he actually droppped off becky! WE HUNG OUT ALL NIGHT TILL  !then johnny came gave billy money and we   went back to my house billy dropped me off tis is the last time i wilL GET TO SEE HIM TILL  for a month or maybe more hopefully lesss. i no that i wqs they last one to give him a kiss!!Went home and went to bed

Tuesday September 7- A day of lonliness:(

well today billy and dad called me before they got on the plane, and i cried but what can ya do right! i went and put some resumes out. then when i got home billy called me and told me  they were in toronto. he would call me when they got into edmonton. i  watched C.S.I  all day and night untill 11:30p.m dad called it was only 8:30 there  and billy was already tired.. but they were just eating. billy said it was so pretty and flat... i cried a couple of time but i no i will see him soon. Went to bed after i got off the phone with him. and dad.

Wednesday September 8- Babysitting again

 today i got up and  watched some more csi and now im  babysitting till about 6 and then im goin to  go home and relax. waiting for billy and my dad to call.. i love you billy but i know u are safe with my dad!!

xoxox bridgetxoxoxo

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 well yesterday when i was with billy and my dad becuase they are leaving tomorrow:( i went and got my tongue pierced for the hell of it!! It is a little swollen but o well what can ya do right. im going to miss billy so much he didnt even tell becky untill last night that he was leaving because he was with me since monday and  most the  weeekend! i started to cry last night when he dropped me  off i didnt know what to do i didnt want him to see me but he said he did. they were suspose to leave today but they arent  till tomorow.. he is goin gto come visit me tonight thnks god but it will make things worst!. but  i will see him when my dad sends me up there to visit!

NO MORE PIERCEINGS!!!LOL

xoxox bridgetxoxox

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well my day is almost over. im going to go and visit my dad tonighr with billy that is about all im doing the kids are drving me nuts.lol but what can ya do right?

xox bridgetxoxo

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well i guess im back to babysitting, my weekend was good. i will tell you what happended!

Friday Night

well  i babysat till about 6 pm, then billy was suspose to come and get amy an di to take us to East Gore. but it was like 8. pm and i knew billy was going to be coming, so amy and amy ross and i went to tim hortons for a bit and had a coffee. then amy ross wanted to go to Largo's so i said yes i would. Amy laffin got pissed off because she couldnt go to the bar. So just as Ross and i were getting ready to  go billy calls my cell and wants me to go up i said no and i knew something was wrong. H e loss his job today after 3 years of working  his ass off they canned him for a dumb reason now they have no one. But anyways after i talked to him amy an di went to largos and we saw Kalibe from  Canadian Idol he was going to be there Saturday night but he was giving us a taste of whaqt would be going on  that night , so that was pretty cool. I ended up paying for amy all night becuase she said i had to pay her back for the night she took me out, which i thought was my birthday present but i guess not.. Anyways theis jeff guy biought me amy nancy and sarah a rose which i thought was sweet and he was hot!. Largos was fun i took a taxi home from amy's house because she left and went to Dawsons. I got home around 3 am.. I went right to bed!!NITE NITE xoxo..

Saturday

Well i got up around 9 because amy laffin called.Then amy, her mom , and i went to get some food and a coffee. After we got back fromt hat we had so lunch and then amy and i went to her house and waited for billy to call cuz we are goingt o East Goer. We played washers all day it was fun. then at 4 billy called and said he would meet us un rawdon i said no cuz he was our drive.. he hung up and turned his phone off..DICK.. then Amy ross called and wanted to go with us she said she would drive. billy still never called after 5 hours so at 8:30pm i got amy to take us they werent going to stay tthe night. So at 9:45 when we were at nanny's billy calle dhe was in sackivlle too bad for him i guess he had to dirve all the way in.. by himself i was pissed cuz i kbnew he was with becky but she was home he probably went to see him. Anyways billy brought a 24 of beer ,roos and amy went back himm. billy, dad , and i weent down to the camp and when we got there , all the lamps and everyting were dead so we had a fire. but we all ran out of smokes so we wnet to Kennetcook  at sammy's to get smokes. BUT it was closed so we went to the pub and billy bought  us 4 shots and a beer they had no smokes so our only other choice was to go to truro. so we went all they way to truro to get smokes billy bought us all a pack of smokes, then we were going to go to Shevy's but the doors closed at 1:20am and it was 1:40am. So we went  to get something to eat. Then billy drove all the way to  the gore again and dropped dad off and billy and i went to his house and then went to sleep!

Sunday

Will billy and i got up at 10:30 he cooked me breakfast and then we had a shower. After that heh drove me back to Sackville and left.. I think he went and picked up Becky cuz  when i calle dhima t6:30 he said he was cooking supper and i called at 9 and he didnt answer.. i will lose it if he did. I relaxed all day yesterday.. It was nice i went to bed at 10.

Today

well it will be 2 days and billy and my dad will be leaving it will be so good for him and i will be going up there soon. with him i cant wait, but im babysitting till 6 todaya dn i hope billy picks me up and we will spend tomorrow together and im susposed to go to truro to hang with kathleen but who knows what will happen! Dad cant even get a hold iof billy so becky is probably with him. So dad will ask billy to pick me up when ever billy gets there an dthey do their thing.. so that was my weekend and what is susposed to go on today!! ttul guys

xoxoxoxo bridgetxoxoxo

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well im babysitting to day till 5 then i think that im going to go to largo's tonight.. im so beat these kids are driving me crazy!! but i will let you guys know how my weekend goes later..

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hey well im babysitting yo day but i dont half to work i got off early last night thank god.. im going to relax tonight. It is wing night tonight sweet!! BUT I HAVENT REALLY TALKED TO BILLY  at all BUT  O WELL he called me this morning we talked for a bit he starts inventory today so he will probably stay at becky's. but o well im not worrying about  anything anymore i dont need the stress today im going to get brady to write and teach holly some stuff.. but im going for now.. im determined to get these kids and teach them thing that there mother doesnt...

xoxoxobridgetxxoxox

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well today im babysitting and then i half to go to work :( but i get to relax tomorrow nigh. i think billy stayed at beckys last night but not too sure. mike is here today  linoel is susposed to be coming but i shoundt even be here with mike here its a waste of time... i jsut want today to be over but im babysitting again tomorrow but no work.. gotta go..

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well today im babysitting again,  but last night was retarded at work and i did put  my 2 weeks in at work i half to get out of the shit  hole so im.. im so beat. i didnt talk to billy last night so probably becky was at his house he was in bed by the time i got home. but today i dont half to work im leaving here and going to try to relax but as usual that will never happen i havetn stopped in the last 3 weeks i babysit and work almost every day my only day off is sunday and i still dont stop on that day.. but im young so what can ya do right..but i will kepp you all updated since i dont have a computer at my new house i will not be able to keep everyone posted on the weekends :0(.. but oh well i sure everyone will live without my boring ass life!lol.. but  im going to go for now..

xoxox~bridgetxoxox~

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well i moved out yesterday into amy's mom house billy helped me. i got everyting except my dresser but i will get that. it feels nice to be out of that crazy house of mine. my mom and i will actually probably get a long much better and hopefully no more fighting that is what got to me i can tstand being yelled at 24/7 everytime i come home  for nothing i did. but mom isnt mad that i left shes happy , i just hope that i have a job after today. but if not i will be a babysitter untill i find another job im tierd of that job anyways. billy and i had the best weekend it was so fun . it's been so long since i ahve actually had fun! but im gonig to go. the only thing that sucks is i dont have a computer so i wont be able to chat  to you guys at night only when imbabysitting which so far is everyday 9-5 when i don't work. but  im  going to go for now.

~xoxo bridget xoxo~